i'll give you today.

I was never allowed to mourn you. I was never allowed to grieve. I was never allowed to cry or be upset, because you were seen as 'not good enough' for me to everyone else around me. I never had the chance to cope with the hurt feelings, and never had the chance to properly find closure. no one ever let me. they ended everything for me. i wasn't allowed to express feelings with you throughout it all. no one wanted to support it. and now you are gone, and i feel lost, there are things that i wanted to tell you that i never got the chance to do. i'm gonna take today to mourn and remember you, because you should be remembered, if not by everyone else, but by me. i owe you that at the least.