how much longer do i have to wait

everything that is done is not enough. everyone expects so much more. it's tiring. everyone requires a different piece, a different remembrance, a different way of thinking and it's hard. i have tried for so many years, thinking that i have made it for myself, thinking that i have created something that people would want. but they don't, there is always so many more expectations. it's overwhelming and tiring and i'm about to give up. apparently i'm just not good enough. no one gives anyone a break, they don't. everything they have told us is lies. we are in hell now.