my choice.

i love it how people assume that i can read their mind. i know their schedules, when i am supposed to call them, ultimately when i am supposed to put in the effort. it's incredibly hard when the effort is always only one way. my life, i have spent catering to everyone around me, so when i got sick of it, i took a few months to myself and stopped catering. i let those who wanted to cater to me, show me that they had appreciated all my catering and wanted to return it. i learned a lot. i saw things that changed everything, changed them in ways i don't think they can ever go back to.

take the smart advice, you, yourself, can only make you happy. others don't. they won't. aside from your life partner, or parents (and even they can be a let down) you are alone in this world. everything you do, every choice you make only effects you in the end. your happiness is essentially your choice, and if people don't like it because that means you are not their caterer anymore then those people might not be worth catering to anyways.

some of the best advice i have ever been given is---keep those who make you happy in your life, the rest you don't need.