commitment

commitment. a very scary word to most. with commitment comes great sacrifices. with commitment comes great fear, and great loss. it can also come with great love. however, i have yet to see that form of commitment. that form that is bound together through trust and love. throughout my life, commitment has haunted me. it has scarred me, and my friends, and reveled the true sides of some. for me, personally, it's a big step. a big step i'm not always sure i'm ready to make. today, the topic of commitment has disappointed me once again, and left me with another broken heart. i hope that some day, someone will change this disappoitment, my hopes though of this, at this point in my life are slim.