shatter.

it's hard to be me 24 hours a day 7 days a week. with all the pressure and expectations i struggle to be me. i struggle to constantly stand for what i believe, to share my opinion, and to the person i want to be. i get lost in the crowd so easily, loosing all control, turning into the self that is not mine. perhaps one day when i've fully become confident in myself i won't have to lead a double life.